dissapointment

hi alls...

hari nie pergi checkup kat tmc...39 weeks n 3 days already...last appointemnet doc kata this week kena buat ctg..then tunggu ler utk buat ctg...b4 that check berat, bp and urine...everything was ok..berat pun turun 800gm...and then buat ctg...check baby's heart rate n contraction...heart beat baby ok, contraction pun dah kerap even though not very strong...after that baru jumpa doc..doc pun happy coz dah ada contraction, then she said nak check cervix, tapi nak scan dulu...bila scan shocked to c baby's head keluar balik dari birth canal..awat ler mcm tue...nak nangis pun ada...so tak jadi nak check cervix. Hmm...doc suruh dtg balik next tuesday, but i said i'll come on my due date, this saturday. Ada gak tanya doc takleh induce ke, she said she dont want to take risk coz first baby dulu kena czer. so its not advisable. ya allah, dugaan apa ler nie...i seriously want the baby out soon...sekarang nie pun rasa sakit contraction  time dok type nie. tapi baby macam main2 pulak..baby kesiankan ler mommy nie..tak larat sungguh dibulan puasa nie..Tapi Alhamdulillah dah masuk hari ke-7 berpuasa, masih tak tinggal...but now must seriously walk, walk n walk n climb the stairs more frequently...ya allah, permudahkanlah segala-galanya.. frenz..semua doakan saya ye...